Mood:  irritated
Did you ever come to one of those conclusions that all people are two-faced...no matter what they say...I really can't talk to anyone about my problems...I guess I need to make new friends..that or go back to my extreamly boring life that I used to have...I don't think I could do that...stay at home all of the time...as much as I want to stay in school...I don't like going...I can't concentrate...I have been thinking of moving away..kind of like running away...but that involves money...which is hard to come by in these days...

Until later...
Rayne

Mood:  sad
Now Playing: White Flag
I guess I can be a bitch when need be...I deleted all that I could that I did for the band..although they took over the message board way before I could fix that...but I took what I could....I am a bitch and I know that everyone associated with the band thinks so too...but it is really their loss...I am keeping names out of this cause I know how sneaky ppl can be...I am real hurt by this...and I am never going to be over the pain they caused...but this is my life and I did bring myself into this life...if that makes any sense...lol I confused myself...

Until later...
Rayne

A little about me
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Used to be my playground
I had a great life...I worked with a band...I was their fanclub president and street team founder...and then one night while I slept it was all taken away...

Now here I am...alone with out my friends that I had made and everything that I helped do is just a memory to me...and a so called nightmare to them...

I guess it could be worse...but to me it was my life...what is hard about it is I will forever have a memory of the band...I went out and got their logo tattooed on my forearm....now I have to get a coverup. And the tatt is pretty big...so...yay

I am in college...I guess now I will stay in the criminal justice field go into ferensics and live that life...I wanted to go into the recording studio and work there...but....ha on me...

To top this all of...I got a letter today saying I needed to pay a ticket...argh $660.00...don't know how I am gonna handle that...guess I will take it one step/day/knock down a day....

Let's see..what else...I am a really depressed person...so...forgive me if I bring whoever reads this down...this is my life you are reading...lol

Anyways...I need to study...yay ...school....till next time...

Rayne